It is the most amazing, how through the process of enlightenment, I have changed my perception of the life. I approached the life from cognitive perspective, the way to get through issues and situation was to understand them, to know what to do.
I guess, it all come from the education system. We always had to learn the topics, we always had to understand.
And when I come to training for my job, we were given information, we had to learn skills, we had to know the rules, regulations, what to do and what not to do.
Event to drive the car, I had to understand the trafic rules and regulations and learn the drive the car.
It has always been learning a knowledge.
But, life is not only that. I knew, something is missing so much, but HOW COULD LEARN what it is? I could not. Because, what was missing was not the knowledge.
I was missing the heart.
I actually had the heart, and my friends are now keep reminding me that I have a great heart. But, my heart was buried under that huge knowledge. It was buried under the nicks, crapes, bruises, injuries, all painful experiences.
Through many years of my enlightenment journey, I have been healing my heart. Now, I am starting to free my heart of knowledge.
Yes, master Guo, the teacher of our beloved master Sha, was so right. He told me many years ago:
"Empty your heart, throw away selfishness, serve humanity unconditionally".
This has taken some time to understand, but, finally, I am getting it.
I love you all so much!!!
Master Peter Hudoba
Master Sha's Soul Healing Centre Vancouver